I'm so sick of looking myself in the mirror.

I want to have the old me. No, I want to have a brand new me. A different me.

I want to be skinny.

I Googled "How to be anorexic" last night, and to my surprise.. I couldn't find any. :( I know, this is so unhealthy of me. But it's so depressing at the same time - being overweight and not having confidence in myself. I think of myself as an ugly person when I'm.. fat. Gosh, I couldn't even bring myself to say that "FAT" word. I hate that. I weigh 65kg and I am so disgusted with myself.

Maybe a biscuit a day could help me lose weight.

Damn this gastric of mine. If it wasn't because of it, I would've been able to starve myself to my ideal weight.

*sigh*

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